As a child, I loved the back corner of the library where the World War II books were kept. I have long forgotten the exact Dewey decimal for that area, but I devoured every book there. In fourth grade, I was able to put my knowledge to use, giving a report on Admiral Chester A. Nimitz. My interest waned in high school, and like most of my close friends, I chose to go to college at the University of Colorado at Boulder.

After a year, I realized that I was not ready for college. Taking loans out when I had no direction was not a realistic option. So, I enlisted in the Army. Of all five services, only the Army could guarantee a posting in Europe. At the end of four years, I would hopefully have a better idea of what I wanted to be when I grew up. And I would earn the Montgomery GI Bill. If it was the worst four years of my life, if I lived until eighty, it would only be five-percent. I did not want to turn forty and wonder what I missed by not enlisting.

I enjoyed my time in Germany. Two deployments to Kosovo made me believe we could make a difference – that America could be a force for good in the world. Then September 11th happened. Everything changed. I supported the action against the Taliban in Afghanistan.

To be honest, I was less enthusiastic about the Iraq invasion. I deployed in early 2004, six weeks after the birth of my first daughter. Coming home for my rest and recuperation leave, I saw yellow ribbon magnets everywhere, but it seemed life went on as usual. This America seemed so different than the one I had read about as a child. The first free Iraqi elections occurred during that deployment. I assisted in hardening polling places – again America was bringing positive change.

As I progressed in my career, I realized I was one of a few able to serve. Unlike those who believe society owes them or that they earned some special status by serving, I feel honored to be able to serve. Being trusted to lead Soldiers, America’s sons and daughters is the greatest honor.

I am now at the point in my career where I can retire from the military service. I feel slightly liberated by that. I work to leave the Army better. I try to be the leader soldiers deserve. I try to change the military. I am also painfully aware of the sacrifices my family endures as a result of my service.

I believe that after voting, serving the country, whether in uniform or out, is the responsibility of every citizen. I am that example for my children, as my father was for me.

The reason I enlisted is not the reason I continue to serve.